Friday, 01 March 2013

  • March 1st.

    This was never about you.
    Say I'm selfish (this I knew)
    it will not change my world.
    What you thought I'd say is wrong
    I don't know where you're coming from,
    my life's not yours to unfurl.
    You cannot ask for me to stay,
    I simply wasn't built that way-
    what I am is all wrong turns.
    Save yourself while you still can
    trust me, I will understand.
    I will be smiling as I burn.


    ♥Livi
    -SM

Tuesday, 19 February 2013

  • Bad day.


    Time passes, always unclear
    telling me things I don't want to hear.
    There is no escape from all the bad days,
    no matter how much I wish them away.
    I have no idea how long this will last,
    I so desperately want this pain in my past.


    ♥Livi
    -SM

Tuesday, 01 January 2013

Friday, 21 December 2012

  • Protection.

    I’m only pretty when I try

    will you be here to say goodbye?

    You leave again with no look back-

    it happens sometimes; I can’t keep track

    It’s nice to know just where I stand

    even if my heart breaks again.

    I’m not so sure I can keep up

    I always end up getting fucked.

    I don’t know how much I can take

     I sometimes think I’m a mistake.

    I may have gotten somewhat lost

    from where I was, but I forgot

    that once we make a choice it stays

    even though it causes pain

    I have to find a way to fight

    otherwise I’ll lose my mind

    So don’t believe a word I’ve said;

    it’s all a lie- all of it.

     


    ♥Livi
    -SM

Friday, 07 December 2012

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